...those days when I wonder why. Why am I writing? Who am I reaching? Am I really reaching anyone? And if not, how do I reach more? Do I really want to reach more?
I owe this blog, and myself, a Beltane ritual. I haven't written it yet. I am sorry to say that I haven't but I haven't. I am thinking that I will try to get it done this weekend in between the other "I want to do" and "I need to do" tasks. Above all, what I want to do and need to do is live my life!
It has been a tough month. I don't know why, and I really am not going to complain about it. But, I set out about six months ago with a mission: to write a blog that had a Christian Wiccan ritual for each of the Sabbats. Maybe next year I will do all the full moons. Just a small short ritual for each.
For now, I just need to keep going. I need to keep writing and knowing that God/dess brought me to this place, to this desire to write for a reason. I don't know what it is, but She does.
