I tend not to post when I have nothing good to say. People don't want to listen to me complaining all day long. Therefore, I tend to be quiet sometimes. Take last month for example. There has been a lot of strife in my family. There is one member who has decided all of his problems are caused by others. But, most often he believes they are caused by me. I do feel bad for him; his mother died several years ago and I am his stepmother. According to him I stole his father away from him and changed his father into someone unrecognizable. The rest of the family can recognize his father, just not him. It is also important to know that my stepson has three young children, while I have two youngsters of my own.
I expect that everyone is asking what this has to do with natural cleaning or being a Christian Witch. I am actually not sure, but I did need that background out there for this post because this post is all about a strange happening this morning. I have not practiced yoga in some time and when I awoke this morning decided I was going to take a half hour for this activity. After a while of planks and warriors, down dogs and trees I settled in for meditation as I always do. Perhaps I picked a bad song for my meditation but is was a bit upbeat.
Normally when I am in this state I attempt to be still and quiet, acknowledge whatever thought comes to mind and allow it to exit my mind. This was not happening today as a thought fought through. With this music as a soundtrack I was transported to a mystical world.
First I had bricks of white energy that I was building with. I thought I was building a building but it turned out to be stairs. After I climbed the stairs I came to a woods. I ran along a path in the woods in traditional witches garb including the hat (it felt that the hat was very very important here). It was as though the sky was green and there was mist along the ground.
I got to a sunny yet misty clearing and became very powerful. Several times I collected energy and released it seeing it flow in and out of me as a large blue stream and surround me as a blue ball. When I collected it I was able to collect it so that the ball of energy around me was completely internalized and when it was released it was an explosive stream of energy from my head, hands, and heart directed at the sky.
I ran some more and repeated this scene in the clearing until suddenly there was at least one young girl, a protege, with me. I thought at first it was my daughter but then I realized it was not. She and I hugged and I showed her how to handle the energy of the woods we were in. Then, she was my daughter, and she and I laughed and sang and danced. I started imparting secrets of the forest to my daughter. She ran down the lane smiling and giggling.
Out of nowhere then was a dark presence, flying, bigger than a bird, smaller than a dragon. It was very very dark. It kept trying to shut out the light. Every time it would try to come down toward me I would propel light and energy at it from the woods. This happened three times before it seemed to subside and I came back to reality, seeing my third eye.
When I finally opened my eyes I had this strong feeling I need to do a spell for family harmony. It is supposed to have incense in it. I don't know what kind it is but I can smell it. I know that I already own the incense but due to a failure to mark the bags I really don't know what it is. It has a slight sandalwood resonance with much lighter flowery scents. I feel like I am being guided here but I really have no idea what this could mean.
I am off to see what I can learn about harmony spells and how to do them without changing someone's free will. Hopefully it will come to me what this all means but until then, I put it out for the world...
